Yesterday, I thought it is Friday! Hihi, well, it almost was. I finished my post some minutes before midnight. Now it is Friday and its early morning.

I woke up with a thought. I am not shy. Why do I keep saying that about myself? Just because I do not speak too much, do not like to act too loudly, does not mean I am shy. I even played main character in theatre few years ago and what a fantastic experience that was! I was an Aladdin 🙂  And it was in Spanish. While I am Czech. My partner is from Holland and we met in Spain. In order to understand each other, we speak English. One could say, I learned to Speak English in Spain. Funny.

 

because I decided to write something every day, I keep on it. I figured out, the best time is in the morning, but it is not so easy done as said. I took that waitress job in pub, it is only few hours a day, some days a week. I start at 10am.

I wish to have the morning for myself, but does not matter how quiet I am, and how early I wake up, the younger girl of me, wakes up just few minutes after that. And requires my attention. She does feel, not having enough, and she is right in some way. It is a big change. I always was with them. Home.

because we lived far away from family, or friends (that could be aunts and uncles) they are not used to be without me. In fact, It was overwhelming sometimes, I basically locked myself out of ordinary living. Hermit life.

That is no more true, and at current moment  I do not feel like live that life again in near future. I feel like be with people, I feel it is good for girls now to socialize. They have very strong base, good heart, decent knowledge. Different then most kids. Basically, we were doing unschooling. I just let them be, do what they like. Yes, we got into troubles. Yes, we will have to solve that, in order to get back to society. But nobody ever will take things away, that they learned by living in nature, surrounded by love and inner family.

All the staff, that is tought in schools, they will learn easily, if they will either have to, or want to. They can read and write and do some math. They know about Bitcoin. They know about consistency, because I am learning that.

They are able to make decisions, they have cognitive thinking, they are very creative, artistic and musical. It is all in them.  They do care about others, about animals, about nature.

They are not an angels of course. They do have shortcomings, they argue with each other (that drives me crazy), they make mess.

I am not trying to make a perfect beings from them. I just see the foundation, and the fact, that they are different than most kids in their age. It wont be always an advantage, of course. It probably be not always easy for them.

But they will find a way to deal with it.

And the word do need quality people, more than ever now, when many are brainwashed or nicer said, having inverted values.

 

What about me? How living so many year abroad helped me?

I left, because of some kind of knocking on my heart. Hard to explain. For three years I was living in beautiful little town call Cesky Krumlov, and at some point I though I am gonna die there. I had friends, dog, fun…job at hostel as a receptionist (longest ever, I lasted 3 years). At some point tought, I started to ask myslef….what about when you are 40 years old, do you wanna still be at the reception? And I found out, no is the answer….

 

Now I am forty. Actually I will be 41 in few weeks.

 

If I shall do a recap, of what I have learnt….it would look like this:

 

When I came to the hostel, I was terrified to make a reservations online. I could hardly write an email, then. Everybody around me was cool, did something creative…I was the girl, who people like to be around, but I also felt bit “stupid” and not creative. (once my friend Blanka and Tomas, while we were walking our dogs at riverbank told me: Misha, you are not stupid. Many people do not know things, but they do not show it. They pretend to know, nod the head. You always ask, if you do not know or understand. I remember those words after 15 years)

 

Anyhow.

I became really creative when Anika and Paola were born. I can call myself creative person. Not only in art, but in life generally.

I was not musical. I was blocked, actually. You know, these experiences from childhood. Now I can play guitar, keyboard, I invented guitar theory….(I met this guy, father of our girls, he came to Spain to learn flamenco guitar. I  And he told me: everybody can learn guitar. because I took a course of drawing with right brain hemisphere, just before I left, and because I made a big shift in my head through the pic I actually draw and made me believer, that lot is possible, I did believed him, and began with music).

I can make website, and bits of coding. (I was trying to make life by doing what I like)

I learn to perform in theatre. I learn English and some Spanish. Little bit of graphic. Not that I could be hired by someone, I do not even want that. But for myself.

I know about natural living shelters, about different diets, I know whats healthy and whats not.

I learned about Bitcoin and keep learning.

I learned conventional music theory.

 

So, while I could regret, sometimes, those  years out. As we did not always had full bellies, could not just have a koffee in bar, about cinema or similar staff not even talk…..while I could regret, and sometimes I did, I have to keep focus of what it gave me, and what opportunities are lying infront of me!

What I do regret is, that I cut myself out. Somehow, how the people were in my heart, they were part of my reality. Time went quickly, years passed. With a shock, last year I found out, that one of my dearest friend died, passed away, and I did not even know, she was ill. Luckily for myself, I came to that town just at the day of her funeral.

It is a year now, and still, every now and then, I have that strong disbelieve feeling.

This event though, played big part of the journey of quitting hermit life and making changes. I do like people, and I wanna be close to them.

I am happy to be alive….

 

I love you, Anika, Paola, Leon.

I love you, my friends who I am not in touch with. Blanka, I think often of you.

I think of my friends in Spain too. Thank you Katrin, Sherene, Elizabeth for being part of my life. Thank you to your children for being friends with mine.

Thank you Lesley for being neighbour, and director in theatre and getting the best and unknown out of me! Thank you Annie for letting us stay in the dome, I loved it there.

Thank you Steve, for talking to me about Bitcoin, and I am sorry that you do not like BSV and we are not so much friends anymore.

Thank you people of Las Aplujarras.

Thank you to my friends from Cesky Krumlov, and I hope we will meet this year, probably after summer, ….

Thank you Janicka and kids, we are coming to visit you soon and have fun and practice Czech language 🙂

Thank you Ryan X Charles, my best teacher the last two years, and thank you Miguel for helping me understand the little codes of MB.

Thank you Dr. Craig Wright for creating Bitcoin.

Thank you Mr. Scatchman, for teaching me as well. Honestly our conversation last year, help me as well to move away from BCH.

Thank you Ed, for spreading love and helping people.

Thank you Satoshi Doodles for being my online friend and awesome artist.

Thank you all…….there is many many others, that did directly influence my life and learning journey, …

 

Thank you mum and dad for bringing me out, thank you my family. You are awesome and I am happy to be now close by you.

Thank you Lilly that you going to the conference with me 😉

 

Thank you Misha, that you never give up, that you follow your heart and keep learning.

 

May good things keep happening….

 

Well, this was a nice start of a day.

 

 

How symbolic the life is, lately.

Today is friday, and in a week, about this time, I am gonna be in London, just after The first Metanet event.  Around this time “networking” . First time ever ;-), I am truly curious, how that gonna play out.

Next Friday is the 28th of June.

Two years ago, exactly, the 28th of June, 2017 I was flying to Arnhem, where was The Future of Bitcon conference happening. Story you can read here (part 1) and here (part 2) and my life slowly began to change.

If you do not bother to read the articles, I just shortly state some things. I did not attend the conference. Yet I did appeared there as a guest at dinner party. I had not much clue about Bitcoin, but I knew there is gonna be fork. And before conception of Bitcoin Cash, I knew on which side I ll be.

Because I do support Satoshis Vision, I am now on yet another “side” I am learning, earning, and being part of Bitcoin SV, the original idea of Bitcoin, and the only true Bitcoin that is.

I have strong intuition and often some kind of guidance, or luck, to be at certain places at certain times, lately online, withnessing beginning of things. I do have  opened mind, and adventurous nature. I am probably also quiet stubborn.

And seems to me, that I do not give up easily. Else, I live “normal life” between “normal people”, my kids having “normal education” and we are participating in “normal society”. I would also have “normal husband” and “normal job”

 

None of that is truth. I packed my things when I was 28 years old, and in a van left Cesky Krumlov, Czech Republick and headed to Spain. Which set me on a journey of searching myself, going through lots of staff, experiencing precious life lessons (you can see that only after time, but slowly I become aware that that is so, and even in desperate times I knew, its gonna be fine, one day.

So, in eyes of many, I am definitely not “normal” . Still, if I meet someone, occasionally, they tell me, waw, write a book.

 

I am not gonna write a book, but I will, at some point, write some parts of my story to blockchain. I will not only leave information for future life, but also make money by doing so and secure the future of my girls, so when they grow up, they can do what they heart tells them, and do not have to be somebodys  slave for life, just to cover basic needs. And that is cool. And how do I know, that it will be like that? Well, it can not be otherwise. Energy can not get lost.

I already have an app, that derives notes from given name/word. Number_Sonics.This app work on micropayments. I do charge 3 cents. At this point, 2 cents goes to me, 1 to the developer. When Money Buttons “Discovery Page ” is ready to meet the world, and when Bitcoin gets adopted by the masses, (they may not even now about using it) then thousands and thousands of cents will be coming our way.

And that is just one little thing.

I do have this alternative guitar theory, and heck of The Lydian concept of Tonal Organization.

I am also learning to code, and I was the first Money Button user!

 

There is just so much to do, learn and live….that often I wish, that day would last more hours.

 

Writing these posts, is gonna help me to get better organized, and also to slowly get people (even my old friends _ thanks for reading, it did surprised me girls) interested and follow my journey.

 

Saying so, I would appreciate, if you subscribe to this blog, as I do not visit FB or Twitter much and do not intent to. I am moving to Metanet, the new, and better internet. Yet, I would like to stay in touch and I would like to share.

 

This post started about symbolic events and its gonna end that way too.

 

I am happy to announce, that I bought paymail handle lerncoding@moneybutton and I received 1000$ donation to kickstart this project, that I didn’t even thought of.

The money is cool, because I had nearly nothing, I could pay rent with crypto and spent it almost all, because there was no other way at that moment.

Now I have peace in my mind, I do not pay rent, I am staying with my brother in Czech Republic and I took little job in local pub, over the lunch time, so I can feed my kids and socialize myself back, after 30 years. (When I was 10, we moved with my mum to the capital of Czech, Prague)

Else, I would not go out. I am rather shy, and prefer to learn or do something home. So I am practicing my mothers language (for the last decade I spoke English), loosing some weight and (when I get used to it and stop be tired) and learn to use my time better, as well as entertain the girls so they are happy, I will give more attention to my coding journey.

Not only I want to help people to know how powerful Bitcoin (SV) and Money Button is, but also, at some point, I will make something cool with The E-System For Guitars, the guitar theory I talked about earlier.

 

I write this post for myself, but also for you. And I keep learning and improving.

 

May good things keep happening…

 

PS: better done then perfect!

 

Day 2 of consistent writing done. Well done, Misha….;-)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

After period of life, that did not allow me to write daily, I am settled in Czech Republic for the summer of 2019. I learned, after two years being, observing the online space, the consistency is very important.

As well as discipline.

And I do lack both. And I am aware of that. The best way to improve is to put light on the darkness and be, do the best, that we can, in the current moment.

 

It is hard to start, sometimes. Doubts come. English is not proper. What this girl, can say, so others can benefit from it. Well,

post landed in my inbox from Isaac Morehouse, and truly inspired me.

 

I can just write, for the sake of writing. And things gets better. They say, that after repeating something for 60 days, it becomes a habit.

So, as of today, 19 of June, 2019

I am setting myself up for a journey to learn consistency, to stop doubt myself, to write. Do not look too much for the outcome, just write for myself, few others and maybe for my girls, who will gain more understanding about acts and thought of their mother….when they grow up and will (possibly) read some of my words.

If some will join me, it likely will feel nice. If not, and I persist anyway, it will empower me.

 

I wish myself and you a nice day, days, weeks, years….:-)

 

Bellow I store that article, and also mine post on Yours.org from last year, for Isaac and also little tune, made from his name.

 

Now, If I would not start todays post, I would not remember that tune, and would search Yours.org posts and didn’t came across this one. This act of myself, today, is already working! I gave myself a smile.

 

Creative vs. Consumptive Writing

 

https://www.yours.org/content/yoursdignity–issacmorehouse-ebd2479b28da